Mode:Lazy

That is one way looking at it

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

salam,

please be patient and bare with my laziness/sluggishness....Everytime i wish to write poetry/smart post in here, i cringe. Yes, i cringe. I have to force myself EVERYDAY to get the laundry cleaned, clean the dishes and if i'm lucky...even to cook. Pre pregnancy, i would be whipping breakfast, lunch, dinner while getting daily laundry done, and had time writing blogs and read. Now, i barely lift my neck it annoys me. It still baffles me why i couldn't read. I tried putting a stack of book by my bed which i would usually strike my fancy to read before snoozing, but the books hasn't done strike no one's fancy except for dust. Apparently, my sister in law (which happen to be my trusty information companion in pregnancy) told me the lack of ability to read during pregnancy is pretty common. (i know, my jaw dropped too...you don't say-was my respond). So now, all i do is hybernating, i just hope i look like teddy bears by the end of the day-which i'm sure i look more like 'yeti'. 

I'm trying to eat healthy, that i really push myself daily (for baby sake). Regardless how heavy my head feels everytime i think about lifting myself off from bed. I'm feeling pretty much pathetic/sloppy/lazy pile of mess that it worries me...May God help me get through this phase as soon as possible because to tell you the truth, it's getting on my last nerve, regardless how nice it is to sleep and laze around the entire day, it doesn't make sense. It's time like this, i really try not to kick myself and just try to motivate myself to get myself together. My hormones does not rule me, it's like a virus messing up with the wire circuit. So for now, as i'm getting my mind set straight, ya'll just need to be bear with my rambling...which probably by now, it's me and the wall. "hey there, buddy!" (and to the nice ones who don't mind my ramblings, you guys deserve a virtual-creepy-stranger-hug)

*rolleyes in annoyance with own rambling*

Love + Peace,

H